The Time you KNOW!

As i sit in front of my comp i think about the days that have passed after my last blog entry...
I was talking about anomaly, n i ended it by saying there shall be more that i would write about. But today thats the last thing i want to think or write about.
I recently met someone after a span of two years, who instantly said... "it seems like you have lived a life in the span of 2 years". That statement stayed with me.. i just couldnt get over it. It forced me to try and remember every aspect of the 2 years ... and yes i truely had lived a life within the life i live.

The 2 years.....i did.....

• Things that i thought i would never do, i did.
• Things that i thought i will never subject myself to, i did.
• People that i would not normaly tolerate, i did.
• I would never be diplomatic i said, but i was.
• I would never regret any aspect of my life i thought, but i did.
• Things i love most and thought i would never give up, i did.
• Just be myself always no matter what, i wasnt.

the list seems endless....
I had built certain rules in my head, i seemed to have broken them all. Never say Never is a line that everybody says often. I say it too, as i now know.

For the life i have led i know i have put in a lot of hard work to reach where i am, am i supposed to slog till i die? Isnt there something called some slack time, or some respite? well seems not... as constantly there are these people around you who will keep telling you how lucky you are that things are so easy for you.
Would you sit down and explain to each one, your life, your circumstances, your background? No you wouldnt but you would to your close near and dear ones. You want them to understand and be with you. Support you. Heal you when your hurt. Not put you down. Not hit you when your down and out.

Thats the time you know!

You know who those near and dear ones are, these situations clearly set the rest of world apart from those special ones.
I am proud and happy to say i have those special people in my life !
The ones who remain close to me and will be there for me if i do right or wrong. They will reprimand me for the wrong i do, but will stand by me at the same time and help me get through or out of it.

In my life, i always have thought and know that whatever that goes around comes around... hence i would knowingly not hurt anyone, i try my best in my professional life to be as fair and just.
In my personal life, i will be there for all my friends....

Today i know who my special dear ones are!